Your soul’s calling against all odds…
Maybe the experiences that seem hurtful through others perspective it is just that, wrong and hurtful through what they hold what they feel? This culture stays with this, this belief system stays with that. I mean who said it was that way even before their time? Have you ever known of someone holding love in their heart for what was deemed a territory not to be crossed? Well you have now, this is something I have wanted to share because I am seeing this, hearing this and I feel it to be an echo into the dis-harmony the world is feeling.
It is the body that holds the memory, the nervous system that operates those memories far beyond what you can remember. Across time there has been love in secrecy, all because the choice in that love also meant that they will be made to hold shame for a choice of their heart. What is actually being activated is not leaving the legacy for our purest existence. It is carrying a burden on your nervous system, your body. Your soul’s gets crushed and your gifts have no solid ground to bring the light it is meant to, buried under all the painful memories. its the choice though confronting facing and being in the truth. not of what happened but of what can you do who can you be to shift the burden into freedom and space.
I remember when I first met my love. We both felt that forbidden wall in someway. Yet denying what we felt would be self abandonment, the very thing we have been taught to do in cultures everywhere. To chose each other and stand in your sovereignty refusing to deny the truth that the pain is the medicine we can all lean in or resist. For what we have build together will ultimately be the legacy we leave behind. To bring the change in the many who meet from different cultures beliefs and carry their ancestors memory. You can be the change. It is seeing through the very people that you thought would maybe see the possibility for different to exist, for the acceptance. It just never came nor will it. The rejection was the medicine. The abandonment of your tribe of origin was the exact medicine. All to move you forward in a direction that the generations that come after us may never need to carry.
If we are the effect of the generations before, we are also gifted the opportunity to shift the memories in the nervous system, the body that is holding the memories that create the dis-harmony and eventually create dis-ease if we choose to stay in this memory and not bring any consciousness alive to it to alter and heal for a greater legacy.
Maybe there is a love you found, maybe there is a passion you found, or maybe there is just the strongest pull to move in a different way to your tribe of origin. They will come with you, maybe not right away, maybe not ever. How can you not take the chance on yourself? You hear the missed opportunities they quietly regret. You see the self abandonment before your eyes, the inability to receive because they shut down, not knowing that its even possible for them. Can you be the light to shift the legacy of your tribe, your ancestors? The one who moves the needle in a different direction, it may even scare them enough to face and free themselves too. Most of all, what would your 88-year-old self be saying with that passion, that love, that you pursued or didn’t?
This is the work I hold space for. If you recognize yourself in these words, that recognition is the beginning.